The next few days were spent with me laying on my bed eating chocolate, such as Malteasers, Minstrels, Dairy Milk caramel. I gained a little bit of weight but I was DEPRESSED and UPSET. Even Chloe and my other friends couldn't cheer me up.
Early one Monday morning that I had put up a battle to not go to school since hearing about Liam, Dave and Josh came into my room without knocking. I looked up at them from my computer silently.
'Uh...you OK, sis?' asked Dave nervously. Josh looked around my room at my posters in quiet interest. His eyes dithered on a poster of one of my favourite bands, Paramore.
'They're a pretty decent band' Josh said, pointing. He sounded slightly more confident than my own brother.
I nodded and glanced at my computer screen. My ex boyfriend Jase logged onto MSN and a conversation box popped up from him. I looked back at Dave and Josh uncertainly.
'Oh, sorry. Let's go, Dave' said Josh quickly. As they walked out Josh hissed at Dave: 'Talk to her later'
Taking a deep breath, I turned back to the computer to read Jase's message:
Jase2Chase: What's the matter, babe?
Ronnixx: Nvm. It doesn't matter, Jase.
Jase2Chase: Ronni, if somethings up, u wud tell me, right?
Ronnixx: of course
I felt guilty after writing that. Because Jase and I had been going out for two years when I broke up with him because I found out I was moving to HollyOaks. But that couldn't be helped...right?
Jase2Chase:
Good. So, hows your new school, babe? x
Ronnixx: Its cool. Met some new people.
What did it matter I had only gone once?
Jase2Chase: I miss you
Ronnixx: Ohh... I miss you too. How's Chloe?
Jase2Chase: She's fine. she misses you too. I just wanna wrap my arms around u again, babe.
Ronnixx: We've broke up, Jase.
Jase2Chase: Look, I don't like it that way, Ronni. I love you.
I sighed. Jase was always like this. One time I broke up with him because I thought he was flirting with Samantha Torrens, and then we got back together because he started all this up all over again. Only one thing for it.
Ronnixx: Jase-
Jase2Chase: Baby, I really miss you! Just want to cuddle u and kiss you
Ronnixx: No, Jase. We're totally over. I've met someone else
Jase2Chase: Wat?
Ronnixx: Newt.
Jase2Chase has added Ry, Sami and Kiane to the conversation.
Sami: Hey, is this Ronni who went to HollyOaks? Freak!! HollyOaks High sucks.
Ronnixx: It so doesn't. Why don't u shut up, anyway Samantha?
Sami: Gee... I heard Liam's back, eh? Scared, Ronni???? Frightened?
Ronnixx has logged out.
I took a deep breath and swallowed. How could Samantha know about Liam being back and me being afraid? Well. Of course I'd be afraid. The guy had tried to kill me and tortured me, leaving Dave helpless and weeping. A little sob caught in my throat and I held it back. I had to be strong. I grabbed some clothes and got changed...I was going to school.